Friday, 29 June 2012

Day 33 - Child Soldiers – Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the phenomenon of child soldiers only exists within poor, undeveloped, uncivilized countries/areas within the world

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise, that the so called “developed” countries also participate within the manifestation of child soldiers – where for instance in the United Kingdom children from the age of 16 can join the army on “voluntary” basis – where this “choice” to “volunteer” for the army is directly based on the economic and social background the child is coming from, and is thus not volunteering at all – but being forced to join the army as no other alternative is available

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that most child soldiers are between the age of 14 and 17 – and that thus children from the so called “developed” countries also are part of this range, contributing to the population of child soldiers within this world

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself see and realise the absolute contradiction and madness within allowing a 16 year old to join the army – where at 16 years old they are allowed to join the army and train with live ammunition, but are not allowed to vote, drink beer, ride a motorbike – or watch X-rated DVDs such as “Apocalypse Now” as the horrors of war presented in the movie are too violent for a 16 year old to witness -- WTF

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the rest of the world is just as messed up – where children of the age of 16 are allowed to join the army with the consent of their parents – and where children coming from a poor background and a lack of education find it hard to resist such an “opportunity” – where they will sign up to join the army and where the parents will agree as they too see no other way of earning a living within the current economic conditions of this world – and where the child is not allowed at the age of 18 to review his or her decision with an informed conscience – ending up being locked in their position for 4 additional years after their 18th birthday – which is longer than those who sign up at the age of 18 --

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that all countries and all governments are underdeveloped as long as war is considered a solution to a problem and where human beings from one country are trained to kill other human beings from another country

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that placing an 18 year old, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23,… – 100 year old in the position of being a soldier and killing other beings is ALSO completely unacceptable – as war in itself is completely unacceptable and thus no person at any age ought to be in the position of being a soldier and waging war – as I do not see myself fit / wanting to be in war at any age, any stage in my life –  and whether one is under or above 18 does not change the absolute atrocity existent within the manifestation of war and its destruction

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world where it is seen as exemplary when people enlist within the army where they are trained to kill others – while those who refuse to enlist in the army and thus refuse to kill other beings are labelled and treated as cowards

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that we as a society have our values all twisted

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that children should be able to join the army if the army will accept them as it works perfectly along the lines of the supply and demand mechanism – without stopping for a moment and considering why these children would want to enlist in the army an why armies require soldiers and why we wage war within this world


I commit myself to expose that there is no difference between so called “developed” and “developing” countries in terms of child soldiers – as both participate within this phenomena

I commit myself to expose the absolute insanity, madness and contradiction existent within this world where beings who are not old enough to vote or watch a war movie are allowed to enlist in the army

I commit myself to expose that the current world system does not care about its citizens at all – but only values them in so much that they can be used as tools for the quest of resources and thus money

I commit myself to expose that the human race hasn’t evolved at all – as war has been the distinctive characteristic of the human race throughout time – killing others needlessly for resources when there is enough for everyone – but we’ve accepted greed and self-interest to override real Love as Giving to All Equally!

I commit myself to expose that the human race has in fact Devolved as more resources are being spend and directed towards weapons and military purposes than ever before – while at the same time the level of suffering as poverty and starvation has never been this high

I commit myself to expose that any person at any age is unfit to be a soldier in war as war in its very essence is completely atrocious and should NOT EXIST and NO-ONE should ever have to be put in the position of killing other human beings – which in the end is done in the name of Profit within the Human holding on to Greed and Self-Interest

I commit myself to expose the absolute fucked-up-ness that has become of us human beings and how we treat others with absolutely no dignity or respect where those with money will recruit those with no money to do their dirty work as they will do anything for some money to survive in this world and where their survival is dependent on the killing of others

I commit myself to expose that war in itself is absolutely unacceptable as THERE IS ANOTHER WAY as the Equal Money System where resources will be distributed equally and responsibly – and where the future of a demarcated area such as a country is not defined by the luck or unluck of available resources in its territory – as all beings will be taken care of on the principle of Life and what is Best for All


NO MORE WAR! EQUAL MONEY NOW! <-- Vote and Comment on the Equal Money Goals



See http://www.guardian.co.uk/commentisfree/2011/mar/11/britain-child-soldiers-army for more information -- also read the comments which expose the extent of brainwashing in this world

See enlistment ages by country here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enlistment_age_by_country

Thursday, 28 June 2012

Day 32: Child Soldiers – Part 1

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the phenomenon of ‘child soldiers’ is an isolated phenomenon within the world – where bad people go and take children from their homes, schools and villages to be soldiers in their war

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I cannot do anything about the phenomenon of child soldiers within the world – as it is not manifesting within my ‘back yard’ but somewhere ‘out there’ – and that I am powerless in the face of those bad people stealing children for war soldiers

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the majority of children being in the position of war child / child soldier – are in this position because they ‘chose’ to do so, where they "volunteered" to join the army.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the existence of war children / child soldiers comes about through young beings in this world not seeing any other alternative – and see this as the only way to have a chance to survive within this world

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that no child in its right mind will voluntarily enlist in the army to go and kill other beings and be killed – as their ‘choice’ to enlist has been forced unto them through economic, social and religious conditions within their life environment

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that I am in fact in a position to change and stop the manifestation of child soldiers / war children within this world – as I am in a position to change the economic, social and religious conditions which dominate Earth

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that I am in fact one of those “bad people” who force young children into situations of war – through passively accepting and allowing the current world economic system of inequality to exist – a system designed to cater only for those who already have, and leave those who have-not in the cold – and within that I play a role within creating and maintaining the economic conditions within the world which force children to join the army to kill and be killed. Within that I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that I also form part of the solution within the realisation that I do not have to accept and allow this current world economic system to exist – and can demand change, be the change to bring about a world economic system of Equality – where all living beings are catered for equally on the principle and value of Life – instead of make-believe value as money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame the evil within this world for the manifestation of war children / child soldiers – without seeing and realising the role I play within maintaining and feeding this evil within my own lack of understanding of how the world system operates and how the monetary / economic system of the world globally decides on who will live and who will die – as money is what links all human beings together within this world – where if you are lucky enough to be touched and be in the light of money you will live – and if money is out of reach, you are left in the dark

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the cause of child soldiers / war children lies within the hands of a few “bad people” who force them into war – instead of seeing and realising that the majority of child soldiers / war children are within the position they are in due to widespread poverty, lack of access to educational opportunities and work
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created the conditions within this world such as domestic servitude, forced marriage, domestic violence, exploitation and abuse – where the young girls within this world would rather sign up to be a child soldier than stay at home

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that family and ‘home’ should be places of unconditional support, where resources and education are available to assist and support the child in their development so they can be the best they can be – and not a place of abuse and exploitation forcing children to “voluntarily” sign up to join the army where they will kill and be killed --- all because money was not available to them

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that all evil in this world has come about through the unequal distribution of money, by us humans, and the only way to reverse this evil is through putting into place an Economic System of Equality and consideration of Life as the Equal Money System which will eradicate any and all forms of Abuse currently existent within the world as they are the result of an inadequate economic system, which is not here to support All Life 



I commit myself to eradicate and annihilate the existence of child soldiers / war children within this world – through committing myself to the eradication of the current world economic system of abuse

I commit myself to expose that the phenomenon of child soldiers / war children is not a manifestation “out there” about which one can do nothing – as this phenomenon is the result of our current world economic system within which we ALL participate and thus ALL play a role in maintaining and feeding it – sending children off to war – instead of being the change to no longer accept and allow this economic system and bring about a world economic system of Equality as the Equal Money System where all support children to LIVE

I commit myself to expose the economic, social, educational, religious conditions within this world which force children into a position of enlisting for the army – as they see no other alternative to having a chance to live through attaining some income through being a child soldier

I commit myself to show that everyone plays a role within creating the manifestation of child soldiers within this world and that one cannot blame “bad people” and the “evil out there” – as we are in fact the evil bad people allowing an economic system as the one we have now rule the world

I commit myself to show that war in itself is the most stupid, atrocious activity invented by humans ever – as the killing and bombing of others whose lives are equal to one’s own in the name of Money which in essence has NO VALUE AT ALL – except for the value we have given it within our minds

And thus I commit myself to expose to Money Scam which has found its way in the lives of everyone on Earth as the belief that Money is God over Life as God

Tuesday, 26 June 2012

Day 31: Save the Planet, Kill the Camels! - Part 2

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the arrogance and audacity to claim that humanity is a superior race because of its intelligence - when clearly human beings are the stupidest race in existence, as once again shown in the example of considering to pass a law that would allow the killing of wild camels in Australia as a policy to reduce greenhouse gasses - finding it acceptable to kill 1 million animals that will have absolutely no significant effect whatsoever on the level of greenhouse gasses, while ignoring the actual polluter in the world, which is the human.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if driving a race to extinction is the way to go to save the planet, then it would make more sense for all of humanity to agree to commit suicide and do the planet a favour.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise the extent in which money is the driving force of humanity that dictates our moral values - where taking a life is acceptable as long as it's good for the economy.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if we accept and allow an economic system that drives people to pass law to create incentive for killing - we are in fact murderers.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise the extent in which money is the driving force of humanity - to the extent where voices will whisper in our ears, saying that we should just kill entire species in order to become rich - where this voice or what it's saying is not questioned and just blindly followed into the abyss.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live and accept the statement 'one man's death is another man's bread' - herein absolutely submitting oneself to the idea that inequality and polarity is the only reality we will ever know - where in order for some to have, others have nothing - and for some to live well, others must die.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to attempt to delude the population through claiming that passing a law to kill camels is done for a 'good cause' that will benefit everyone, while the actual hidden agenda is that the government is trying to make consequences go away, with which it is faced due to inconsideration in the past where camels were introduced to Australia for transportation and once they were no longer needed for this purpose, they were released into the wild, creating a wild population of camels that now runs amuck and destroys everything wherever it goes in search for an environment that will suport its survival.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see the madness of the current economic system, wherein it apparently makes sense to invest millions in companies that produce goods and services that no-one needs, while not wanting to lift a finger when it comes to supporting life and making sure all animals are placed in an environment that supports it.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise the absolute stupidity of humanity if it is believed that the planet will be better off if it kills another 1 million of its animals.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that property rights are in no way real, that they are merely fictions of the human mind - which is proven by the fact that camels will just come and rip open your bathroom pipes to drink the water, because to them: the water is there, they are there - they are thirsty, therefore they drink - the fact that you apparently own this water because you apparently own the land - has no meaning at all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the audacity and arrogance to use the words of the bible and take them out of context where I present the message as though we were given the world in such a way that we possess the world and we can now go and split it up amongst the human population without any consideration for the animals or plants that were here long before we were - whereas what is actually being stated is that the planet was left to humanity to take care of, which means: taking care of the plants and animals that already lived there - instead, we destroyed their homes, hunted them down, killed entire species or made them part of our property as pets.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that we have no claim to property in any way whatsoever.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to have any grain of integrity or humbleness within me - but instead live as an egomaniac thinking and believing that I am superior and have some divine claim to the throne of the world.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that humanity is the thorn in the world that creates continuous pain and suffering and creates situations where the world's natural life-support systems are being torn apart.

I commit myself to to remind humanity that our place in the world is not at the top, but that in order to really save the planet, we need to descend from our cloud on our way to economic glory and re-establish our try place in the world with both feet on the ground as equals among all living creatures.

I commit myself to establishing an economic system that truly supports all life where killing a million camels to prevent a loss in profits will never even cross our minds - as profits will no longer be necessary when all realise that all are better off when all are equally wealthy.

I commit myself to establish an economic life-supporting system that ensures that all animals are placed in an environment that supports their physical design and their natural expression as part of the animal kingdom.

I commit myself to ensure that humanity gives up the illusionary claim of ownership to the world and instead, takes on its true role as custodians of life - where we hold our hands underneath the world to support it, instead of holding our hands on top if it to control and own it.

Monday, 25 June 2012

Day 30: Save the Planet, Kill the Camels! - Part 1

About a year ago - the Australian government was considering passing a law that would allow the killing of camels to reduce greenhouse gasses!

"Each camel belches an estimated 100 pounds (45 kilograms) of methane a year, which is equivalent to a metric ton (1.1 U.S. ton) of carbon dioxide in its impact on global warming. That’s roughly one-sixth the amount of CO2 that the U.S. Environmental Protection Agency says an average car produces annually."
--Admin of B-Fair Project, 2011

And because camels are apparently such heavy polluters of our dear environment, it is okay to kill about one million of them. This is proof of the genius of the human mind - I mean - what a beautiful solution to save the world! In order to save our planet, let's go and kill some more wild animals! Instead of actually looking at the real polluters in the world - the humans - we'll go kill off animals because, what? - they fart?!?

The idea to kill all humans is a much less ridiculous and preposterous idea than to kill all camels - it's definitely more fair, seeing humans are the most destructive species alive today and it would also be a far more effective solution in actually saving the planet - as humans are the only species who deliberately destroy the planet knowing full well that there is another way, for the sake of greed and profit.

The truth behind the story is that the Australian government just wanted to get rid of the camels because they are seen as a threat - there are so many of them running amuck that they trample vegetation, invade human settlements and scare people as they rip open their bathroom pipes in order to find water. So - they are seen as a 'pest' and a 'threat' that needs to be 'taken care of'.

What they don't tell you is that camels are not indigenous to Australia - the cause of the problem, as usual - is the human. In the 1900s camels were introduced to Australia as a means of transportation. Once there was no need for them anymore, they let them go and now they're doing what they have to do in order to survive. So - instead of just re-locating them to an area that forms a natural habitat for them, it's easier and (more importantly) cheaper to just kill them all.

It's fascinating, on top of all this bullshit, that the 'truly' wild camels (camels that were never domesticated) of China and Mongolia are a highly endangered species - where there's only about 650 of them left in north-west China and 450 in the desert of Mongolia - making them the 8th most endangered large mammal on the planet.

I have tried to find any information relating to whether or not this law has been passed - but sadly enough, the media is just not there to properly inform us about the state of the world. There was a big hype when the information got out about the new law that was being proposed and countless of articles can be found about how the Australian government was considering this point - but I couldn't find a single article about whether or not the law had now been passed. If the media was truly concerned with informing the general population, then they would've followed through on their story and their would've been at least as many articles on the topic of the initial consideration of the law as on the actual result of the discussion. Media has shown once again that it merely cares about sensation and doesn't really have anyone's interests at heart.

Sources:

Admin of 'B-Fair Project', 2011. Killing Camels For Carbon Credits. 26/06/2012. http://www.b-fair.net/?p=2441

Wild Camel Protection Foundation. 2010. http://www.wildcamels.com/

Sunday, 24 June 2012

Day 29: The Right to Profit

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the right to profit is the only right being upheld, maintained and protected at all cost within our world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world economic , social and political system where the right to profit stands above all other rights – even though it is not officially declared as a human right

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world where the right which gets the most attention and protection is the right to make profit – and where any tools, media and information can and are used to infiltrate the human mind to turn everyone into consumer robots in the name of profit

I think of a child’s mind as a blank book. During the first years of his life, much will be written on the pages. The quality of that writing will affect his life profoundly.” – Walt Disney

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world system where it is not only okay – it is encouraged to go and brainwash children and parents with cartoons, movies, games and software -- as this is an effective method to reap profit and thus completely justified

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world where it is normal for corporations to take over the parenting and teaching job from parents – where they will teach the children and feed the children the information which will turn them into the best consumer slaves

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that all Basic Human Rights are being directly violated within upholding this one right as The Right to Make Profit

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that The Right to Profit leads directly to The Right to Abuse – as all is justified as long as it serves the accumulation and growth of wealth

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the Right to Profit equal the Right to Steal, the Right to Manipulate, the Right to Threaten, the Right to Destroy, the Right to Lie, the Right to Kill, the Right to Harm. the Right to Enslave – all of which equals the Right to Abuse

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that a system of Profit will always imply Abuse as one is getting more than what is given – where the Earth has given us unconditionally – yet we are not being unconditional back – as we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to see Earth, nature and all its inhabitants – humans and animals alike – to be merely as inputs and factors of production within the giant Money Making Machine – where we do not care who dies or what gets destroyed as long as we can squeeze the maximum amount of profit out of it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world system which only cares about profit – where points will be in place such as education and health care which appear to be “services” to humans – but where we are being ‘serviced’  to ensure the proper functioning of the human capital as factors of production and to be proper consumers

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world system where everything and everyone gets considered only through the perception filter of profit – where everything and everyone’s value is measured and evaluated in terms of profit and loss as positive and negative experiences and where there is no space whatsoever for any considerations towards the Earth, Nature, Animals and Humans and how decisions affect the whole – where the consideration of “What’s Best for All” is non-existent

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that current state of the world and how humans run and manage the world – is completely and utterly irrational – as if we once upon a time entered a game of monopoly and forgot that we’re only playing a game – where everyone has become so dead serious about the game and the fictional money that we’ve started to believe it is real while it is NOT – and where all the rules and policies in the world are set up to protect the MADE UP game and the FAKE money while REAL people die and suffer

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that his implies that the world is in one big massive state of mind possession

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the current money game has run out of control to the extent that we are destroying ourselves and our planet



I commit myself to expose the violation of Human Rights and Crimes to Life within the silent agreement that the Right of Profit is the Right of all Rights

 I commit myself to expose the brutal reality that the Right to Profit is in fact the statement of the Right to Abuse

I commit myself to expose the illusion of “support structures” within this world as they are only hear to support us as labourers and consumers and not as unconditional support as LIFE

I commit myself to expose the extent of the brainwashing / possession / mind control taking place within the world where all have become blind to the massive amount of suffering taking place every single day

I commit myself to show that we have completely disregarded  Life and only consider things and other living beings in terms of how they can aid us in our achievement and accumulation of profit

I commit myself to expose that profit in its very essence implies Abuse

I commit myself to the establishment of a new value system which Values life as the Equal Money System to restore the atrocities we have done unto another and the Earth

Day 28: God Lives in My Heart

"In his book Sacred Economics, Charles Eisenstein point out that our notion of spirit “is that of something separate and nonworldly, that yet can miraculously intervene in material affairs, and that even animates and directs them in some mysterious way.”

“It is hugely ironic and hugely significant,” he continues, “that the one thing on the planet most closely resembling the forgoing conception of the divine is money. It is an invisible, immortal force that surrounds and steers all things, omnipotent and limitless, an ‘invisible hand’ that, it is said, makes the world go ’round.”

Or, if it so chooses, money can decide to make the world uninhabitable. It works in mysterious ways . .
"

Admin of 'B-Fair Project', 2012. 24 June 2012. http://www.b-fair.net/?p=4986


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing money as a separate, immaterial entity to direct my actions and control my life.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that I have accepted and allowed money to exist as an invisible force that secretly directs ingrains itself within my very beingness and from there directs and controls my every move.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that when I say 'God lives in my heart', I am actually talking about how I have allowed money to ingrain itself within my very beingness, where I accept and allow myself to be its humble follower in the belief that, in return, money as God will take care of me.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that an immaterial, immortal, omnipotent entity that directs the world in mysterious ways is what a God is - and currently money is the only thing that fits this description - therefore, Money is God in this world.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that the only God whose work is visible and traceable in this world, is Money.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that I worship money as my God without asking myself whether it is worth worshipping and whether allowing money as it currently exists, to live in my heart actually makes me a better person.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that allowing God as Money in your heart leads to the corruption of the 'soul'.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that blindly following Money as God - will lead us and our world to destruction.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that the consequence of valuing something immaterial more than life in and as the physical - will cause and manifest the destruction of the physical world, ourselves included - until we are but a forgotten thought.

I commit myself to stop the worshiping of God in all ways and change the value of Money to Life itself so that what is honoured is life, where Heaven can truly be manifested on Earth - instead of only valuing one's own ascension in to the divine realm.

I commit myself to show how Money is the only God that is truly and consistently worshiped, by all human beings on Earth and thus - that there really only exists one religion to which all human beings have subjugated themselves.

I commit myself to show even atheists are believers through their dedicated and unfaltering work for God as Money.

I commit myself to show how Money as God has got us by the balls and that if we don't re-assess what is really valuable in this world - we're marching straight towards our own destruction.

I commit myself to show how we have deluded ourselves into believing that anything can be more valuable than Life.

I commit myself to toss Money as God out of my heart and instead become, support and honour that which will actually make me a better person and make this world a better place.

Friday, 22 June 2012

Day 27: Human Trafficking Concerns You Too!

Read Creation’s Journey to Life Blog: END Human TRAFFICKING 

“Article 3, paragraph (a) of the Protocol to Prevent, Suppress and Punish Trafficking in Persons defines Trafficking in Persons as the recruitment, transportation, transfer, harbouring or receipt of persons, by means of the threat or use of force or other forms of coercion, of abduction, of fraud, of deception, of the abuse of power or of a position of vulnerability or of the giving or receiving of payments or benefits to achieve the consent of a person having control over another person, for the purpose of exploitation. Exploitation shall include, at a minimum, the exploitation of the prostitution of others or other forms of sexual exploitation, forced labour or services, slavery or practices similar to slavery, servitude or the removal of organs” – Excerpt from the United Nations Office on Drugs and Crime website
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that human trafficking is not an isolated problem – but a global phenomenon where each one plays to role of victim and abuser

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise – that any person who works for money to survive, is in fact part of the human trafficking system, as they are being coerced and threatened with loss of money and thus death if they do not LABOUR to EARN their living

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that any person being in a position where they are forced to do labour in order to get money to survive – is in fact part of the human trafficking system

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and perceive human trafficking to be an isolated issue in “some parts of the world” – instead of seeing and realising that human trafficking is everywhere as the very system  of exploitation we live through and as

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that I am in fact part of the Human Trafficking phenomenon – as I am part of a world Economic System where I can only live and survive if I serve the Money God

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that since we currently do not value Humans as Life --- but only value humans in terms of their wealth and ability to accumulate more wealth – we have manifested a global human trafficking system where we transport, distribute humans as human capital in the same way that we will transport, distribute and exchange money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that we all form part of human trafficking as we are all in the servitude of money – instead of money being a tool that serves Life

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise – that since everyone in this world is controlled by and through money – everyone is in fact within a position of slavery – making everyone part of the global human trafficking system called CAPITALISM

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have become so used to our current world economic system that I do not even see and realise that I am in fact not free but a slave to money where all are forced and coerced to compromise themselves physically and mentally in order to survive in a world where only money is considered to be of value

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the current global economic system is not here to support me as Life – as I have been blinded to this fact through having accepted and allowed myself to be brainwashed and entertained with television and junk food – creating an artificial high which makes one not question one’s position in the world and believe that everything is “okay” while it’s not

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that as long as humans are moved through fear and incentive – there is no real freedom and all are just slaves in the global system of human trafficking


I commit myself to the end of all human trafficking – and thus the end of the current global economic system as we know it

I commit myself to expose the widespread of existence of human trafficking and show how everyone plays a role within it

I commit myself to change the current world economic system of exploitation and abuse to a world economic system of support as the Equal Money System – where money will be the tool which serves Life and not the other way around

I commit myself to show that one cannot expect the change the world by only tackling “one issue” – but that the whole world as we’ve accepted and allowed it to be established IS the issue – and that thus the only solution is to change the whole world system – as tackling only “one point” is in fact self-deception to make one feel good and does not bring about any actual change

Thursday, 21 June 2012

Day 26: The Matrix is All Around Us - NO ESCAPE

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that the economy is all around us.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that there is no way of escaping the global capitalistic economic system.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see and realise how the economic system pervades through all aspects of our lives, not only human, but also of plants and animals.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that by not following the news, not studying economics and feeling as though I have nothing to do with economics does not mean that I am not affected by it in every aspect of my life.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see and realise the extent in which money and economics controls human life and determines our decisions and choices on a daily basis.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that by simply turning a blind eye to the negative and disastrous consequences of our economic system doesn't mean that they aren't there and that I am not responsible for them.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that by deliberately remaining ignorant about economics does not mean that I am protected from how economics impacts my life, but simply means that I have given up any chance to empower myself by understanding in being able to stand up from within the system and propose actual, real and sustainable solutions that benefit all.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realise and admit how money eventually always has the last word in every decision and choice that I make in life.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that I cannot escape economics in the same way that I cannot escape myself as the economy is merely a groce out-flow and manifestation of who we as humanity are as a whole - and therefore, that we must face ourselves as the economic system head on to see what we have accepted and allowed to have become of ourselves and to take responsibility for this screw-up we call life.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that becoming an artist is no way of escaping the economy as eventually all artists must find a way to make a living.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that being high all the time is no way of escaping the economy as money must be found to pay for the drugs.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that being drunk all the time is no way of escaping economics as you need money to buy your booze and your aspirins for your hangover headaches.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that going back in time is a way of escaping economics, since we are the sources of the economic system and will simply make the same mistakes, leading to the exact same situation we are in now.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that going to live on a farm and 'being self-sustainable' is no way of escaping economics, because a lot more is involved in terms of maintaining a farm and the physical than merely planting your own food and generating your own electricity - such as equipment, health care, maintenance of infrastructure, etc., all of which requires money.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that meditation is no way of escaping economics, because sooner or later your body is going to get hungry or you're going to want to take a shit, which means you'll need to buy food, toilet paper, pay your water bill, etc. - proving that you're as fucked as any other person.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that travelling is no way of escaping economics, because your entire experience in travelling is determined by money.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that the only way we can save ourselves from the claws of the economy is if we change it from within - starting with ourselves and investigating how we are responsible for every single part of the economic system in how it reflects parts of our human nature that we live out in our everyday lives - to be able to firstly correct this behaviour and stop powering the system of abuse and then from there, assist and support ourselves to place ourselves in positions where we're able to change the system from the inside out in a way that it reflects the best version of ourselves.

I commit myself to educate myself about economics and investigate how I am personally responsible for feeding, powering, creating and supporting this system of abuse within the world through looking at how each aspect of the economy reflects a part of in and of myself that I live out in my everyday life.

I commit myself to stop feeding, powering, creating and supporting the current economic system through transforming my beingness from corruption to self-honesty and integrity wherein I value all life equally to my own and act accordingly.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to be able to place myself in an effective position in this world where my voice will be heard and from where I am able to create a ripple-effect that allows others to stand up and lay down their chains - so that all as one we are able to forgive the past and correct ourselves to design an economic system that honours all life equally.

I commit myself to stop looking for ways out and trying to figure out creative ways of escaping my creation as the economy of the world - but instead face it head on through facing myself head on where I allow myself to learn from those who have gone before me who stand as examples in this process of taking responsibility for what has been allowed.

Wednesday, 20 June 2012

Day 25: The Mockery of Democracy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that democracy exists

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that a political system is in place where elected politicians represent and work for within the best interest of the population

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the world is governed within a system of plutocracy (rule by the wealthy for the wealthy)

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that presidents and leaders are not brought forth into their position through true democratic processes – but are selectively chosen by the wealthy as their candidate – where the candidate has shown promise to serve and maintain the interest of the wealthy –and thus the wealthy will sponsor and fund their candidate’s campaign and place him/her in a position of power

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that money rules

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself that no democracy and sovereignty can exist when countries are indebted over their heads to other countries and private entities – and where the latter will dictate to the debtor what must be done to remain in the creditor’s grace

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see that there can be no political freedom within the current state of the world due to the current world economic system – as all decisions are based on money and one can only do so much if there is only so much money available and one is in massive debt

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that there is only power where there is money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that a leader can only do as much as he is being supported to do financially by other parties – where these parties are the wealthy who will only support their leader if the leader supports their interest

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that at this stage it does not matter who gets elected during a political election – as the elected can only carry out policies if he has money and this money comes from the wealthy – and thus the cash flow from the wealthy will actually determine the course of a nation

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that although symbolic leaders change – those who actually govern do not change – as all they ever do is make sure that they do not lose their wealth and find ways to accumulate more wealth  – and thus no real change ever comes about

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the leaders within this world and their cronies are all interlinked with the corporatocracy – as they all in some way or another have links with major corporations and will rule and run their politics in the benefit of the corporatocracy

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the world isn’t run by politicians but by ruthless businessmen

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that we are currently not all “free citizens” with a “chosen leader” who will direct a society to what is Best for All – but where we are all employees to a symbolic leader who in fact works for the corporate elite and that we are freedom is only an illusion which is maintained so we won’t see what is going on and complacently remain in our position of slaves

I commit myself to expose the political criminalities that take place within the world

I commit myself to show that the current political system is works more like a criminal syndicate than a system which support the people for the sake of the people

I commit myself to expose that we do not have and never have had a true democracy – and that the first step towards true participation and representation of the whole is the Equal Money System

I commit myself to expose the money flow which dictates who gets to be a leader and who doesn’t and how leaders will only act in a way which benefits the wealthy

I commit myself to expose that we are not living in a democracy but in a plutocracy/corporatocracy – where only money counts and money votes

I commit myself expose how no nation, no being is in fact sovereign as all are slaves to the money system and have no actual freedom whatsoever

I commit myself to show that we as the human race have in no way evolved – we’ve only gotten better at justifying our behaviour and come up with clever, sophisticated ways to keep doing what we’ve always been doing while maintaining the illusion of “evolution” and “freedom”

I commit myself to an Equal Money System – the only system where all will in fact be FREE

Tuesday, 19 June 2012

Day 24: Who put the G8 in Charge of the World?

"The G8, is made up of the seven most powerful economies of the world, (United States, Japan, Germany, France, UK, Canada, Italy) and Russia.

Together they form a very powerful and influential (though informal) group of nations. For example, they accounting for almost 50% of the votes at the IMF and World Bank."

Shah, A. 2008. G8 Summits: Empty promises each year, June 2010. http://www.globalissues.org/article/720/g8-summits-empty-promises-each-year

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to question why the G8 is in charge of running the world.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that any form of democracy on a national level is meaningless if the global economy is mostly influenced by a group of nations that no-one elected to be in power and who can thus simply manipulate the global economy to suit their own interests.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to question why the 8 most powerful nations hold annual summits where they discuss their plans for the world and how they wish to attain their goals, wherein the public is never involved or asked to vote on these goals and implementation methods.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to question the concentration of power over the world's resources in 8 countries who are already the most wealthy of the world - therefore ensuring that power and wealth will always be on the side of the rich while effectively suppressing the poor.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that the simple fact that the G8 prescribe structural adjustments that the poor must undergo in order to transform their economies and political structures without even consulting or discussing anyhting with these poor nations - show how the G8 do not hold their interests at heart in any way whatsoever, but merely interfere and dominate because they can.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live in a world where the most powerful decisions are being made in a way where I have absolutely no day - where I can not directly vote and where there isn't even a form of representation applied.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that actual democracy - where the people decide and rule - can never exist unless it is applied on all levels - local, national and global.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to simply submit to the G8 because it has the most power by virtue of its combined economic, military, and diplomatic capabilities - showing that each one lives in fear and is dominated by the few.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that democracy can never exist without real equality, because in an unequal world, the most powerful and wealthy individuals and agents will simply take control and side-step the entire democratic system - because they can.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that equality is a prerequisite for real democracy.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that currently - no matter how many so-called democratic nations there are - the world is ruled by money votes and not by the principle of one man, one vote - where the rich and powerful will always be able to push through policies that are to their own advantage, without consideration for who pays the price.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that a political democracy is impossible if the economy is inherently non-democratic, because the economy always yields to the most wealthy and those who run the economy, automatically run the political scene - and thus, every aspect of human life.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that the only way to democratise our economy is through implementing an Equal Money System where each one unconditionally receives the means necessary to live an equally dignified life - and thus each one has equal economic, and consequently, equal political power.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that an economic system that is non-democratic in its very nature will never be able to ensure a worls where all of humanity, let alone all living beings, equally benefits from participation in this economy.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that any attempt to improve the current state of the world through political processes is a ridiculous waste of time if the issue of equal economic power is not addressed first.

I commit myself to expose the true nature of our world and who runs the show and how, despite beautiful talks of freedom and democracy by political leaders - those principles are not applied in any way that really matters.

I commit myself to educate people in the importance of equal economic power in order to really be able to live together peacefully and in consideration of each one so as to ensure a world where everyone is better off all of the time.

I commit myself to investigate the powers that run and control the world and question their legitimacy instead of merely accepting that what is, is and that there's probably a good reason for it or that there is probably no other way.

I commit myself to the effective and acual equalising of all human beings on Earth through ensuring equal economic power for each within an Equal Money System so that decision-making can be done on an actual democratic basis.

I commit myself to scrutinsing every aspect of our world and how it currently operates to assess in common sense whether what is currently existing is really in the best interest of all or merely in the interest of the few that dominate the masses.

I commit myself to educate people on what it is that we are accepting and allowing to exist in and as this world so that each one is able to take responsibility and actively engage and participate in redesigning it in a way that supports all living creatures to live a life worth living.

Monday, 18 June 2012

Day 23: EGOnoMic Brainwashing - Mimicking the Egos

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I read and study economic textbooks -- and am able to regurgitate the information perfectly – that this means that I know how economics works and should work

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the economics within textbooks as provided by the official institutions are only but a fraction of what is possible in terms of economics within this world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base my knowledge and information on what I read within books and on the internet only – without actually looking at the reality of the world – as otherwise I would have been able to see that the grand, complex, sophisticated theories have little in common with the actual real world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not critically look and investigate what I read and what is being taught to me – revealing to me the extent to which I have been brainwashed to simply accept what is fed to me through the education system, an education system which is not best for all and thus will not teach a human how to develop critical thinking skills for the advancement of a world that is Best for All

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to investigate the material I read and draw correlations from what I read to what is happening in the real world and thus realise that our current world economic system is not one that is best for all, but only one that is best for itself

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the current world economic system only targets growth in terms of production and consumption – without looking at whether all human beings are actually provided for

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that an Equal Money System will never work as it goes against everything I have read in my textbooks

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – just as with reading my economy material – not really actually study the Equal Money System material and actually see the implications that come with it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that an Equal Money System is unachievable because I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that “this is the best we can do” – where the best we can do is putting a few people in position of power, influence and wealth while a majority of the population starve and suffer

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prefer not having to change and not having to do the effort to actually look and investigate alternative solutions – as I was lucky enough to be part of the “few” and so from my stand point nothing needs to change as I am being taken cared for and I can afford to ignore all the suffering from others – without seeing and realising that the same luck could have put me in the position of the majority and that this is thus not a viable reason as to why not to change the system

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that there is a way higher chance for me to reincarnate as  a poor person than there is a chance for me to be born as a rich person or middle class person – do I want to take these odds?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist and fear an Equal Money System as I perceive it to be a direct threat to my current status which I believe I must protect at all costs – which only reveals my true nature, which indicates that all I care about is myself and everyone else can go and suffer as long as I have my piece of happiness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from all other beings in existence

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that I would not want to live the lives of the majority of the population on Earth – including animals and plants

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that it is in fact dishonest to claim a life for myself which cannot be afforded for everyone equally – and where my claim to this type of life is in fact at the expense of the majority, where I cause them to live lives that I would not want to live

I commit myself to study and investigate economic reading material critically in fact – and investigate whether what is being said in textbooks is in the best interest of all life – or not

I commit myself to release myself and others from the belief that “this is the best we can do” and within that I commit myself to show that we CAN do better – we just haven’t pushed ourselves to do so – as currently only those people can make a change in the world and have an influence which already have Money, and they are the ones living the comfortable lives – if the poor had the means and access to push for change, they would have already done so – and thus it up to those who have money to discipline themselves and PUSH for change – as those who are less fortunate have no way of doing it no matter how much they want it

I commit myself to show that what is written in economic textbooks is not in fact common sense as 1 + 1 = 2  -- but consists of some private personalized mathematical system which only serves those who already have money and rejects those without our little money

I commit myself to show that our current world economic system is not in fact designed for humans but is designed as an entity which is only concerned about keeping itself alive no matter what the costs are while a few can reap the benefits of keeping this entity alive

I commit myself to show that an Equal Money System is in fact what is Best for All and should be implemented asap

Sunday, 17 June 2012

Day 22: Daily Mass-Massacre of Children Happening under Our Watch

"Some 21,000 children die every day around the world.

That is equivalent to:

  • 1 child dying every 4 seconds
  • 14 children dying every minute
  • A 2011 Libya conflict-scale death toll every day
  • A 2010 Haiti earthquake occurring every 10 days
  • A 2004 Asian Tsunami occurring every 11 days
  • An Iraq-scale death toll every 19–46 days
  • Just under 7.6 million children dying every year
  • Some 92 million children dying between 2000 and 2010
The silent killers are poverty, hunger, easily preventable diseases and illnesses, and other related causes. Despite the scale of this daily/ongoing catastrophe, it rarely manages to achieve, much less sustain, prime-time, headline coverage."

Anup Shah, Today, around 21,000 children died around the world, Global Issues, Updated: September 24, 2011

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise that while the casualties in wars and conflicts and earthquakes and tsunamis are considered huge tragedies that receive major attention on the news, the fact that 21,000 children die every day barely ever gets mentioned.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to pretend to care by pondering over huge catastrophes when they are mentioned and given attention on the news, yet not give a damn about the millions of dying children just because they don't mention it very often on TV - proving that I don't actually care about people and their well-being, but only pay attention when they mention tragedies that could also happen to me - like a major conflict breaking out or natural disasters occurring, which shows that I don't really care about the people who experience the tragedies right now, but that I am worried about my own ass being on the line one day.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to question a world and a system wherein the equivalent of a major earthquake killing 21,000 young children occurs every day to which the world remains mute.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not question a system wherein the mass-murdering of children through malnutrition, starvation and disease is barely given any attention, except on global meetings or concerts, and even then, as soon as those campaigns or meetings conclude, the media coverage disappears again and everyone continues going about their daily lives while quietly children continue to die - TO DIE!

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if my children were dying of hunger, malnutrition and disease, I would stand up and make sure adequate help is provided - yet when it concerns someone else's children on the other side of the world, it's suddenly not an issue anymore and apparently not worth my time and effort.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if I am incapable of caring for a child, no matter whose child it is, then it proves I am incapable of unconditional love and thus not fit to be a parent.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that apart from the problem of children dying every day is not mentioned, the fact that wealthy countries are a part of the problem is mentioned even less.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if I think that those children dying over there is not my problem that this is an indication that I have to urgently educate myself on how this world works, because in our current economic system, 21,000 children Have to die daily in order for the wealthy to maintain their lifestyle.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to condemn child sacrifices in religious rituals without realising that we sacrifice 21,000 children every day in the name of capitalism.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see and realise how ridiculous the argument 'we've got nothing better' sounds in terms of why we accept capitalism, in the face of these disasters.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise the extent of brainwashing that is going on when the only times we hear about child deaths in developing countries it is in the context of promises of pledges from the wealthy, powerful countries to the poorer ones who apparently receive abundant goodwill, without even mentioning

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see and realise that the mainstream media is perpetuating poverty and as such a cause of it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to stay quiet about dying children in the media because of not wanting to make people feel bad with continuous depressing stories and therefore rather play entertainment or good news because happy people are happy buyers.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that the reason why the media is not performing its role as a watchdog of humanity, is once again because of money - because if the same story is repeated every day this may result in lower television viewing ratings, which will in turn have consequences for advertisers whose adds will gain less exposure.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to only play sensationalism on TV because then the viewing rates will be high and corporations will make big bucks while the population remains blissfully oblivious to the reality of the world we live in.

I commit myself to expose the atrocious consequences of our current economic system where thousands upon thousands of children are allowed to die every day.

I commit myself to show how the capitalistic system can never work for everyone and is therefore unacceptable and needs to be revised with utmost urgency since every day the capitalistic economic system runs the world 21,000 more children die.

I commit myself to educate people on what it means to truly care and unconditionally love where it doesn't matter who is suffering - it is unacceptable and action must be taken to stop the abuse.

I commit myself to establish an economic system that makes sure each child is fed properly and receives the best health care in order to eradicate deaths from starvation, malnutrition and easily treatable diseases in children.

I commit myself to establish an economic system where each child will receive the best of care so that it doesn't matter where the child was born or who its parents are - all are equal in the face of life.

I commit myself to transform media in a way that its only concern is unbiased record keeping and reporting of events and history, from the starting point of learning from events with the goal of perfecting Life for All.

I commit myself to transform media from an entertainment money-making business into an educational instrument through which we are able to continuously assess how we as humanity are walking as a group and in relation to our environment as the plants and animal kingdom, in order to ensure the best possible life for all living beings on Earth.

Saturday, 16 June 2012

Day 21: Consumerism: Exploit Thy Neighbour for Thy Self

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that it requires four to six hectares of land to maintain the consumption level of the average person from a high-consumption country -- while the Earth is not practically, physically able to provide this for everyone -- where two decades ago we were at a point where there were only 1.7 hectares of ecologically productive land for each person  -- and within this I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to design an economic system which supports a sustainable life style and not a life style which only sustains a few in abundance while a majority suffer and starve

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that capitalism in its present form can only work as long as we keep on producing, selling and consuming – and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have defined terms such as “growth”, “prosperity” and “advancement” within the limited framework of how much a society is producing and selling

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that using concepts such as GDP and GNI to measure and indicate economic prosperity within a society only reflects the success of the society as a consumer – not as a society of living beings

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created an unsustainable economic system of over consumption of the few at the expense of the majority where the few rich will prey on the land of the weak/poor and seize their resources for the personal gain of the few, leaving even less for those who need it most

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that within making consumerism/consumption the sole purpose/reason within one’s life on earth we are in fact misusing and abusing the earth and it’s natural resources to satisfy a fantasy which cannot be fulfilled – as there is always more to consume and newer things to buy – in fact contributing to poverty and hunger as resources are ineffectively and unequally distributed to those with money only

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that our consumption lifestyle is moving land ownership into the hands of a few – where large corporations take over and swallow smaller ones resulting in job losses and the migration of people to the cities looking and hoping for better jobs which results in more slum areas, health problems, increased crime etc – or where in the case of agricultural takeover, the landless will move to less arable land which may conflict with wildlife, or moving into forests causing deforestation and disturb the natural habitat of wildlife – all as a ripple effect of our consumption behaviour and need to buy and have more

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created and imposed an economic system within this world which promotes consumerism at all end – which results in millions of acres of land being misused and directed towards non-productive luxury  goods for the wealthy while millions suffer and starve in a world of plenty

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world economic system where food and basic essentials are produced conditionally – and that this condition is MONEY – and if you do not have money you cannot have these essentials – which is in fact a crime to Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to tell the poor to do as I do and step in the footsteps of globalizations if they want to be “lifted up” into the world of consumerism – where the belief is held that “it worked for me, so it must work for you” – without seeing and realising that the reality of consumerism came about through acquiring massive amount of resources – resources which were not local but which were taken from other societies and people – those societies and people who are currently poor – where the rich took it upon themselves to Exploit Thy Neighbour for Thy Gain – which implies that if the poor should follow the footsteps of the rich, they should invade the land of the rich and take what it is they need and place the rich in an inferior position –  only reversing the roles – which is obviously not a real solution as it merely switches the tables around without in fact changing the problem with a solution that is Bestfor All as Love Thy Neighbour as Thyself

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider the outflows and consequences which follow from a lifestyle of consumption – as consumption is linked in with pollution and if we consume at a unsustainable level we produce pollution at an unsustainable level  -- revealing and showing how the human has placed more value in money as energy as delightful experiences within the Mind at the expense of the Physical Body as the Earth suffering the consequences of our idiocy

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that saying to poor people that “they must do as we did” is within this physical reality with the current available resources impossible – as currently 86% of the world’s resources are being consumed by the world’s wealthiest 20% -- implying that if everyone consumes at this level we need several more planet Earths which are non-existent – proving again the unsustainability of our current accepted economic system and lifestyle and showing that it is a system that is doomed to fail as it does not consider all Life in anyway whatsoever

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse the position of the poor for the gain of the rich through migrating high pollution industries to poor countries with lower environmental standards as they will do anything to have more money circulate into their economy – while the rich can continue to abuse and waste at unprecedented levels

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide and cover up the harmful conditions within the world through pollution stemming forth from consumption as any increase in disease and decreasing health results in higher sales of pharmaceuticals which provide jobs and create a new form of consumption – creating the idea/belief that a society is doing better as the GDP of a country is growing while all the while living standards are declining but these are not taken into consideration as all that counts is the success and level of consumption within and through which we have defined our value as life – which is not Life in fact but a made up illusion to keep us trapped in a zombie state mode in order to not question our reality but keep us on track in our chase and Pursuit to Happiness which is never-ending as an illusion can never be achieved and made into something real

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that Wars in are in fact waged to protect and maintain our lifestyle of consumption – as our level of consumption is unsustainable inevitably leading to the depletion of resources – where societies will fight and kill one another over resources needed to satisfy our consumption compulsion – where wars are waged for resources to be exported to the West such as coltan which is a substance needed for computer chips to function

I commit myself to change our current lifestyle pattern of consumption to a lifestyle pattern that takes into consideration what is Best for All and the designing of an economic system which is created within the consideration of REALITY instead of ILLUSION and which is actually sustainable which can provide a lifestyle which is obtainable and sustainable for ALL on Earth

I commit myself to expose the consequences and outflows stemming from the Evil of Consumerism and the impact it has on the majority of the population here on Earth

I commit myself to expose the mathematical inconsistencies within propagating and promoting consumerism as THE ULTIMATE LIFESTYLE for ALL – as this is practically unsustainable, where the promotion and promise of this lifestyle is what is keeping millions enslaved in the hope that one day they will ascend into the world of Consumers and Consumerism while this is not practically possible and is merely wishful thinking – which keeps the masses from questioning the current economic system and how it does not in fact consider and provide for everyone in a way which is Best for All

I commit myself to designing and establishing a sustainable economic system which takes into consideration All Life, as plants, animals and humans and not just the monster called Consumer

I commit myself to expose the extensive abuse done unto Earth as the Physical Body we all share in the name of consumption and the pursuit of happiness

I commit myself to expose how the policies and suggestions of the rich to the poor are unsustainable and impossible to the core – as the existence of the rich is in its very foundation dependent on the existence of the poor and as long as we allow a world where some live in abundance in the pursuit of happiness there will always be the other side of the coin where the majority live in scarcity and dismay

I commit myself to expose that a Life of Consumption is really not a Life at All but merely a life of a pre-programmed robot following its every impulse without for a moment considering who it is or what it does and how this affects others

I commit myself to wake up Consumers so they may cease being Conned and Mesmerized by Consumption and live a Life in consideration of what is Best for All

See:  Anup Shah, Effects of Consumerism, Global Issues – for more information

Day 20: The Insanity of Economics - Food Aid Does Not Help the Poor

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see and realise the insanity of how the economy works if a country wherein half the population is starving, exports 65% of its food produce to richer nations.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that the rules by which the game of economics is currently played is actually killing billions through hunger and starvation because it makes more 'economic sense' for local farmers in developing countries to sell their crops to other countries that can actually pay the higher price of their crops than to feed the local starving community.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that donating food to developing countries does not serve them and only serves to suppress my own guilt for accepting an economic system to create a situation where people starve in a world of plenty - because poor people will accept donated food or food that is sold at a very low price from donating countries rather than to buy food produced by local farmers, which completely destroys the local agricultural economy, leaving the developing countries dependent upon the rich to feed them, while there is sufficient and rich arable land to cultivate their own food and farmers with the know-how to do it.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that in my attempt to suppress my guilt through a quick-fix of donating food rather than looking for and supporting long-lasting sustainable solutions - I am actually killing people.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that donating food to the poor starving children is a noble act because I believe that this is what starving people need - without looking at the actual implications and consequences of food aid and how it merely perpetuates dependency on rich countries and therefore perpetuates underdevelopment, including poverty and starvation.

"Some years back, a keynote speaker at the International Famine Centre at Cork, Ireland, detailed how maize was loaded on ships bound for Britain at the height of the great Irish potato famine that killed some 1.5 million people more than 150 years ago. He paused and then lamented: “I wonder what kind of people lived at that time who were not even remotely offended at the sight of millions dying of hunger in the same village where the ships were being loaded.”"
— Devinder Sharma, Africa’s Tragedy; Famine as Commerce, November 10, 2002

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see and realise the insanity of the current economic system if a country where 1.5 million people are dying of hunger, loads ships filled with maize and exports them to Britain.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that the same kind of people live in our time under the same economic principles, where countries with starving populations export their food produce to other nations because the own starving population is too poor to pay for it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to force poor countries to remove any import tarrifs and trade barriers in order to receive financial assistance in the form of loans to aid their economy and then dump excess food produce in those countries, destroying the local food markets and aiding only the donor and exporting countries.

"Of the 830 million hungry people worldwide, a third of them live in India. Yet in 1999, the Indian government had 10 million tons of surplus food grains: rice, wheat, and so on. In the year 2000, that surplus increased to almost 60 million tons — most of it left in the granaries to rot. Instead of giving the surplus food to the hungry, the Indian government was hoping to export the grain to make money. It also stopped buying grain from its own farmers, leaving them destitute. The farmers, who had gone into debt to purchase expensive chemical fertilizers and pesticides on the advice of the government, were now forced to burn their crops in their fields.

At the same time, the government of India was buying grain from Cargill and other American corporations, because the aid India receives from the World Bank stipulates that the government must do so. This means that today India is the largest importer of the same grain it exports. It doesn’t make sense — economic or otherwise
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— Anuradha Mittal, True Cause of World Hunger, Institute for Food and Development Policy, February 2002

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise and see that starvation and hunger is not a result of a lack of food, but a lack of money and a sly game of politics that serves the economic powers in the world.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that charity and food donations will never stop world hunger - only a new economic system wherein each one is provided for unconditionally as the starting-point for the distribution of resources will make an end to this atrocity.

I commit myself to show how charity and food donations to poor countries don't help poor countries get richer, but instead dooms them into a downward spiral of dependency and helplessness.

I commit myself to show the hypocrisy of rich nations for demanding of developing countries to remove all trade barriers as a way to stimulate economic growth, while those rich nations themselves used extreme protectionism to gain the wealth they have today.

I commit myself to show the insanity of the economic system where in order to survive, farmers sell their crops to nations who don't need them while allowing the local population to starve.

I commit myself to show how slavery is very much a contemporary problem where poor countries are literally economically enslaved to the rich to do their bidding.

I commit myself to supporting and establishing a new economic system where common sense replaces insanity through founding the economy on the principle of what's best for all rather than 'every man for themselves'.